Gay men do you feel different because you arent contributing to procreation and are "out of the loop"?

Im sure many of you are actually responsible parents via adoption which is ok, but dont you feel deep down that your seed is being wasted? Doesn't some part of you desire to have a child of your own loin? Have i said anything that isnt the the truth to you? If you choose not to have children then that is your business, but the logical answer is, life begets life. ity begets nothing. Maybe the real reason uality seems different is because of this fundemantal truth. Many people choose not to partake in the circle of life and yet life still goes on. People choose to adopt or to not have children at all which all comes down to there personal choice. There are so many people pro creating in this world that ity is allowed to exist. Whether that is by choice or not is really not part of the discussion. The choice to be gay relies upon the abundance of procreation in the same way that if man was pushed to the brink of survival, uality would have little to no purpose because you would need to ensure the survival or our race. So please do not feel as if im attacking you, but perhaps posing this question to make people think why we are the way that we are.